XinTian:: New Day

November 16, 2006

Most listened: PGC Podcasts

Current longing: No more anxiety

Why is it that I just can’t bare to sleep? I’ll tell you why, its because I feel an urge that I just can’t shake off. An urge for taste and flavor. An urge to not care about anything else but putting myself into a pool of blissfulness and just soaking it all up.

What on Earth do I mean? I can’t wait until this bloomin’ Maths Exam is done and finished! This whole year has been such a bore, so dull and tasteless. Saying that though I have divulged in some bliss this year. But barely enough to succumb from boringness. That is school work.

Now don’t get me wrong I’m a keen learner and enjoy studying. But this year has been too much. Once this final hurdle is overcome then I am a free man. I don’t have to learn anymore about atomic energy levels, differential equations or statistics. I can drive my own direction and at the pace that I want to.

In saying that I have major plans for the future and I want to prepare myself as best as I can as soon as I can. So what are my plans? Well over the holidays I plan on working really hard on improving my Chinese, doing lots of practical design where I plan on building up a portfolio of print media stuffs, working hard at work to earn some more cash and also to build up this new series of websites. If I can nail those things then I already have a great foundation to move from.

Despite it sounding like I plan on working my ass off these holidays, well that isn’t gonna happen. I plan on having piles and piles of fun. The enthusiasm that has been shown by everyone in the past month or so only seems to have gotten stronger which is great. The first of our weekly anime gatherings is set. And a few other later dates are being organised. Chris and a few of our friends have gotten in Skype so they’ve been using that a bit during this quiet revision period. I should get that sometime soon as well, I need to get this new email and PrimeScape set up first.

I’ve also been tweaking the laptop this week during the study breaks. I’ve decided to ditch the Windows Start bar and to use just a dock. I’ve downloaded some uber slick icons for it too, just need to tweak Winamp and Opera a bit and then I’m done with my customization.

To briefly return to the initial question for a final moment, I also can’t sleep due to the anxiety of this final exam and for the weight to be lifted from my shoulders. To think that I would have survived it. Not only survived it but finished year 12 to a degree in which I stand proud. Good stuff.
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<3 DP